I count backwards from ten,
Just trying to breathe in...

To be something you're not
To pretend each n everyday...

I was once scared
Of letting someone in...

With the pieces of my heart,
I put myself back together...

I used to be broken
On the verge of breaking down...

I don't think you understand
Just how much this hurts...

Slice my wrists
Cure my pain...

I'm screaming on the inside
Breaking from my pain...

Looking back at those days
At the times I used to be happy with me...

As much as I try
It's getting harder to act stong...

I can't forget your face
Its left in my mind...

I'm labeled a freak
Cause of the things I say and feel...