I thought
Christmas was supposed to be happy...

Blue
Red...

Here in the darkness
Where no one can see me...

Secrets, and more Secrets
Lies, and more Lies...

Daddy told me
I ain't worth a lick...

I wake up
Cut my wrist...

The pages of this diary
Our filled with tear spots...

You slammed the car door
And glaring at me yelled...

I heard the door slam
For the third time tonight...

I told you
"I'm gonna kill myself. Life's jsut to...

He slammed the car door as I hopped out
And yelled...

I'm quickly falling
Faster and faster...