Because life isn't a fairy tale; why expect a "happily ever after?" ..

& it's funny .. yur not suppose to miss someone who changed so much.

There's No Second book Sequel, no "happily ever after"
The only thing left is a "Once upon a Time." ..

I guess i will never understand how people can use the word "love" so easily .. and forget when they used it so quick.

& she sat there, with tears in her eyes and water down her cheeks waiting for him to say something .. anything.

I always smiled & said it was okay when it really wasn't. always laughed it off when i wanted to break down and cry. i guess it's one of the flaws i possessed. killing myself to keep others at rest.

Lying to yourself, telling yourself continuously that he was happy without you by his side ... when it actually happened, it shudn't have hurt right? so i dont know why, before i even knew it, i was already crying ..

Because even i had hopes of walking down the isle one day. i wanted to be the bribe instead of being the maid of honor. how can i when all love ever done is betray me? how can i fall in love again ..

& even thou i knew from the beginning that id probaly get hurt, i wanted to believe in yuu, to open my heart up again. now here I am with tears down my cheeks watching yuu smile with someone else by yur side

So why do yuu get to have those butterflies feeling again and i get numb heart ? im not jealous of yur ability to fall in love, im hurt that it's not with me anymore ..