I watch the night turn light blue, But it's not the same without you, Because it takes two to whisper quietly, The silence isn't so bad, Till I look at my hands and feel sad, Cause the spaces between my fingers Are right where yours fit perfectly.

All im asking for is that yuu don't forget about me..
Even if it's just a small part in yur mind and heart .. Just remember that I was always there

Because I chose yuu over myself ..
as long as yuu were happy nothing else mattered. Not even the fact that I wasn't

As the sun begins to set and the sadness of red and orange fades from the sky .. I can't help but wish even thou I know it won't come true ..

Yuu couldn't stop playing games long enough to say hi.
yuu couldn't cheer me up when I came to yuu to cry.
yuu couldn't cancel yur plans for yur girl.
yet I was still willing to give yuu the world..

Yuu were my reason to try ..
when yuu said it was okay, I believed yuu. when yuu said 'I love yuu' it was enough to get me to wake up every morning .. but what happens when the reason's fading? Baby, we were so close and now look at us ..

I just wanted something that made me different from them.. Made me more than a friend, specialer than an old girlfriend. I let yuu in where noone else has ever been .. Yet im still fighting to get yur heart to let me in?

I miss the way we use to be, the way yuu use to only love me. you were my company when I was alone But now its different, its incomplete. Baby yuu use to sweep me off my feet ..

I remember hearing your heartbeat as my head laid on yur chest, how our nose brushed against one another as our lips met. baby i remember the look in yur eyes when you told me you loved me ..

why did everything have to change?

Afterall, i'm just a girl with too many "girl" emotions, so even though i'm asking my heart not too... i cant help but close my eyes and feel the water run down my cheeks.