I was suppose to be the person who loved you so much, suppose to be the girl yu could always trust. suppose to be the girl yu called on yur phone, the person who gave yu light when yu were all alone..

For some reason, i really believed that yuu would never hurt me. for some reason, i believed that yuu were the one. for some reason .. i trusted yuu, i really trusted yuu...

& maybe that's why my heart hurts so much.

Lets be realistic. A heart isn't a toy. Once it's broken, it might not get fixed.

We dont talk anymore.
i dont wake up to yur voice, i dont fall asleep listening to yuu breathe. i dont know when to im yuu or when to call yuu. but guess what? regardless ..i'm still madly in love with yuu ..

I didn't want to get my hopes up. i didnt want to think that maybe things would be different this time. its so much worse because i knew from the beginning that i already put so much faith and hope into everything..

I hate being that girl. the one who was so hopeful that she'd be "the one"; who believed that nothing would hurt her. i tried so hard not to be that girl. i already knew .. that i would get hurt in the end. and even so, i couldn't stop ..

& somehow no matter how much i told you, no matter how much i kept reminding yuu; i guess you forgot that all i needed was to be by your side and that, that would have been enough.

Because life isn't a fairy tale; why expect a "happily ever after?" ..

& as i lay at night and close my eyes ;
your image suddenly fills my mind

& Even though i tell my heart to stop,
it doesn't slow down, it doesn't falter.
it keeps trying to find you