I feel like there's a huge gaping hole in between
When all the infinite sadness across is unseen...

The cradle of a budding utopia
Remaining signs of life are twisted...

The clouds are like cuts across the sky
Obscuring my view over the hills and to you...

My life is in my hands
Or around my wrists...

I just want to slip into a coma and die
Maybe wait around for a while...

I go through this notebook
It's the rantings of a young woman who endlessly...

I would've been there for you through it all
But you never gave me the chance...

Dark amber burns in your eyes
The sensual demise of a story untold...

This was written the summer of 2008 for my first...
For you I'd open up dark clouds with a sword...

I said I would cry for you, so I must smile too
I said I would listen to you, so I must speak too...

Dreams of yesterday still lapse ashore
Like salt in the wounds...

The yellow of day pressed against the moonlight of...
Each shining their own way...