For almost a year i have been fooling myself but no more. i'm gonna face the fact that i'm still in love with you

I just wish i had the guts to say something to him. i just want to see how shocked he would be

To me it still feels like a bad dream. I can't grasp the thought that you are gone

I'm still not ok

I hate myself for a lot of reason but what i'm doing to you is the most i've ever hated myself

They say I'm not responable for his happiness but i feel so guilty because i leave him at home sitting all by himself just lonely

I didn't know him as much as others but he will always stay in my heart.
R.I.P. A.J.

I changed my friends, i changed my whole image just for you and what did i end with? a stranger in my body and a broken heart from you

I would do anything to erase him from my memory

Its not that i did it with him that makes me sad its that he was my first