I wish i could tell him about how much he hurt me but i know he wouldn't care

He used me and i still want him.

I hate myself. I know i'm hurting him and yet i do nothing. What is wrong with me?

Watching him take his last breaths just kills me knowing he might not be here tomorrow

I'm so glad i got away from him but why does a part of me still want him

Please.. i beg you... stop hurting me

The worse thing you can do to a parent that has been nothing but good to you, is leave them feeling lonely because you aren't there

I dont think i want this anymore

I just... don't know who i am anymore

I hate remembering those in my past that brought me much pain...it feels like i relive it every time.