I failed you,
disappointed you...

~I don't acturally say I was drinking in this...
I wish I could tell you how I feel...

I can not escape what I am,
for it is written all over me...

I sit in my room,
looking at the feathers on the floor...

I watch you so much,
when you walk down the hall...

Happy birthday mommy,
don't worry I know you love me more then Tommy...

This is what I read at my uncles funeral today...

I am nothing to you,
no mater how much I wanna be your everything...

I need you approval,
I need to know this is right...

I'm in class right now,
but really I'm not...

Why did you have to leave?
Why did God take you away from me...

~If you think the title doesn't fit please let me...
I don't know why I hide this from you...