I'm so lost in memory's of how good it use to be
where I thought there would always be a you and me...
Please don't promise me forever
my forevers don't last that long...
I just wanted to know when you look in the mirror...
cause I know its not you the real you loved me...
I don't mean to push him away from me
I try so hard not to because to me hes everything...
I'm crying out screaming for you help
I know this feeling this hurt and pain its all Ive...
I hate that your the one I love
I think to myself how could I be so fu**ing dumb...
I slit my wrists for an unknown reason
And when I have a sh*ty day I just give in...
You always say you want to help me through all the...
and you've helped me through the ones I had...
All the memory's remain in my head
of all the things we use to do all the things that...
Thinking just thinking how much I love you
is it true that you love me...
You say that your starting to like me to much
and Ive already started having my crush...
Forever and always it was suppose to be
forever and always us forever and always you and...