I sit here crying by myself
As the blood drips from my skin...

I sit with my friends,
As still as could be...

I don’t really see
A reason to live...

When I used to think of you
It broke my heart in half...

I don't really want to die
I love Josh to much to let him go...

The rage hit me
then the blade hit me...

I run upstairs and shut the door
take away my pain with a slice...

Things are changing and I dont know what to do,
My heart is breaking and you dont even have a...

I don't want your pity...
thats the last thing i need...

I hurt so
much inside...

Don't know what to do
Where to go...

I search for the razor to make that final cut
pressing hard and deep as its starting to bleed...