I don't really want to die
I love Josh to much to let him go
If I would die i'd let him down
And I would leave his sweet voice behind
Oh how much I wish you could understand
I don't really want to die
Because it's not really want i want to do
I'm a cutter, I'm not supposed to die
Just scar up my body
And wish that someone could understand
I don't really want to die
I love Josh to much to let him go
How I wish you could understand
I want you to so bad
I'm a cutter
And I cut for Josh
Because I love him so much
But it hurts to much, so i cut the pain away
How silly it might seem
I understand it
Why can't you?
