Maybe it was meant to be,
now I'm not being cheesy...

My dear,
I hope you'll take my hand today...

You will never know how much it hurts,
to turn away from you...

I love the way you push me around,
even though it gives me a bruise...

I smile.
I breathe...

Watch me bleed my sins.
Feel my veins stiffen with anger and regret...

Even though we fight,
I walk my days with no fright...

I told you goodbye
but i didnt mean it...

I want our smiles to light up the room,
I want you close to smell your perfume...

I wonder who she is,
that girl you think about...

They look at me as a joke,
well maybe I am...

I'm abusing myself.
I'm doubting myself...