Kill me make it quick
Dont let me feel the paint that you'll inflict...

When your around an eternity seems like never
When we're apart, a moment is forever...

My soul feels like its forever in pain.
Needles slice through it like never ending rain...

Go away, leave me here to bleed
Don't waste my time with your all too false hope...

It hurts so bad, just the thought of you. To think...
**Ryan...

I'm scared to put that knife away
Scared to stop, scared to quit...

Time is nothing but an enemy for those who wish...
Nothing will ever help those memories come to last...

Alone in the dark is where I sit
Deep down in my pit...

Ive lied
Ive cried...

A world of grief
That I wish to let go...

Child close your eyes
Keep them shut tight...

Stars in the sky
Painted on the canvas...