The numbness of depression fills my soul
No smile...

I'm scared to put that knife away
Scared to stop, scared to quit...

It hurts so bad, just the thought of you. To think...
**Ryan...

Dear Mom, I'm really sorry about all this.
Sorry I couldn't give you one last kiss...

Go away, leave me here to bleed
Don't waste my time with your all too false hope...

Alone in this room with the four padded walls.
Another prisoner of this hell cries out and bawls...

I told you not to, never to do it.
But you didn't listen, so now here I sit...

Time is nothing but an enemy for those who wish...
Nothing will ever help those memories come to last...

Alone and cold in a world of fear,
I cry and plead but no one can hear...

Ive lied
Ive cried...

A world of grief
That I wish to let go...

You were an accident
In every sense of the word...