I'm sorry that I forgot how to cry
I'm sorry that sometimes I might lie...

It seems that I'm not what you want me to be
When you look at me, I'm just not what you want to...

A tear of red
A silent cry...

You were an accident
In every sense of the word...

Life is a hell that I don't understand
When your down, there's nobody to give you a...

I'm sorry I cant be the friend you want me to be.
I'm sorry I just cant be what you want to see...

The numbness of depression fills my soul
No smile...

It hurts so bad, just the thought of you. To think...
**Ryan...

I'm scared to put that knife away
Scared to stop, scared to quit...

Alone and cold in a world of fear,
I cry and plead but no one can hear...

Alone in this room with the four padded walls.
Another prisoner of this hell cries out and bawls...

Dear Mom, I'm really sorry about all this.
Sorry I couldn't give you one last kiss...