Alone and cold in a world of fear,
I cry and plead but no one can hear...

Alone in this room with the four padded walls.
Another prisoner of this hell cries out and bawls...

Why live life if all I want is to die
Why live life if all I do is cry...

Life is a hell that I don't understand
When your down, there's nobody to give you a...

A million miles away
Is a safe place to stay...

It seems that I'm not what you want me to be
When you look at me, I'm just not what you want to...

A tear of red
A silent cry...

I'm sorry I cant be the friend you want me to be.
I'm sorry I just cant be what you want to see...

I'm sorry that I forgot how to cry
I'm sorry that sometimes I might lie...

The numbness of depression fills my soul
No smile...

It hurts so bad, just the thought of you. To think...
**Ryan...

I'm scared to put that knife away
Scared to stop, scared to quit...