Boiling... thoughts in my mind.
Toiling... with what I find...

The color of black is the evil inside
In the depths of my soal it shall reside...

I wanna see the defeat in your eyes
i wanna watch as your feeling dies...

Life breathed back into my soul
So many forks ... but in my heart, the path, i...

I close my eyes to see
and wait patiently...

Walking through the blowing wind and the drifting...
I happen by a place I long to visit, but never go...

Blood and tears mix making ash
a knife in a wrist makes a gash...

As I'm here; laying, thinking.
Some sorrow starts it's sinking...

Blood dripping from my wrists; from my wrists to...
I don't know how it got this far; how I got this...

I go now .. to lay at the spot I first saw you
the love that i thought would stay pure and true...

All the world is aside.
Yet, there is no hole in reality to hide...

Pretending ... I'm mending.
Yet only ... I'm bending...