5 empty holes to fill one
4 pills to finally wake up...

I feel like I'm climbing up a mound
Half way up just to fall down...

Burning ember in the night
Glowing brightly with amber delight...

Lost in time
frozen here...

All the world is aside.
Yet, there is no hole in reality to hide...

Feeding off myself
ruining my health...

I look up at the sky and all i see is the starlit...
I look on with amazement, with awe...

Pretending ... I'm mending.
Yet only ... I'm bending...

I've been up and down and flipped around in my...
I've cut and bled and sighed and cried to rid my...

Falling flat on my face
feeling life's disgrace...

Lying awake in my bed
Voices screaming in my head...

I'm going to cut through my life with a blade from...
I'm going to drown in my dreams until i mend my...