With my finger on the trigger I think why am I...
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-People try to understand me but it won't happen...
-They try and relate but they know they can't...

As I feel the pills kick in
I fall in a trance where all I see is you...

I can feel it
when I put the razor to my wrist...

I can't help but think of what we could of been...
i don't know why or how you died but in my mind...

..'You need to grow up and act like a 13 year old...
that's what her mother tells her when she cries...

I want to die so badly because no one understands
they don't know I take drugs to ease my pain...

I know I said some mean things about you in the...
--this is to the ppl i made fun of in 6th...

I feel so empty inside because i said those words...

You say you love me and i wanna say it to but i...
explain just quite how i feel for you but right...

I told you everything about my life, you told me...

You made me cry, all because your one lie, at...