I can feel it
when I put the razor to my wrist
and the pain shoots me like a gun
as the blood slowly slides down my arm
I think of all the pain
I can feel it
when I put the gun to my head
and I count 1..2..3
and the shot makes a tingle in my body
then I slowly fall to the ground
I can feel it
when I dump the pills into my hand
then 1 pop..2 pop..3 pop..4
I swallow until I can't swallow anymore
then I wait until I go in a peaceful valley
I can feel it
when I see how much my life is worth
and then I think nobody would notice
but now that I'm watching over you
I see how much everyone cares
--this was written by my cousin and she wrote it the night she killed herself--please comment
