With my finger on the trigger I think why am I doing this? You told me not to and I promised I wouldn't but I am anyway because my mom's a drunk and my dad does drugs what am I supposed to do when they come home mad because they didn't get a good sale or they got kicked out from a bar? Am I supposed to live like this? Having a so called family and getting beat every night? I can't and won't take it so I'm taking my life! I can't stand to wear a fake smile at school! If only you could realize the pain I feel inside you would probably do the same thing I am right now I'm sorry but I can not live like this any longer it has been going on for too long so I have to say good bye...
