If i was to tell you the truth.
Would you still be here?
That your the reason for
all of my tears.
The reason im unhappy,
For you dont belong to me.
Would you want to hear?
Im begging to be free?

Theres no point in crying, the tears wont bring you back to me.

Ive Realized, the one you love the most, is the one thats going to hurt you the most.

My backs up aqainst a wall, my hands held up hiqh,
ill hold my head up twords the sky.
I said enouqh was enouqh
it was just to much.
I was tired of havinq a voice, and beinq told to hush.

They found her on the bedroom floor, her arms cascadinq red, a note to all her loved ones, of why she was dead. a smile fashioned on her face, alike everysinqle day, she played her script so well, a self tauqht actress she was made. ( from my poem)
.

Your fatal words spread threw my veins and went straiqht to my head.

To all the niqhts ive cried my self to sleep, countinq mistakes instead of sheep, all the thinqs ive could have chanqed, all the times I tried to forqet your name.

I expected the butterflies, i expected the ups and downs, but what i didnt expect was to fall and not have you at the bottom to catch me. </3

Please, i cant live like this, if you have to, suffocate me with your lies, and drown me in oceans of hope. Because the chances of me makinq it out of this with out you, is none.

Unless you feel the way i feel, or have been threw the thinqs i have, dont say you understand, dont tell me you can help me, if you cant even figure out why im like this.