You told me that you loved me
in love with me...

I am stuck and need help desperately and lost...
for the only time i feel alive is when thinking...

To feel again would be the greatest gift
for i have not felt in such a long time...

I am forever sorry for what i have done
small lies turn into huge monster ones...

This is the end
end of us...

God
please answer me...

I'm angry at you dad
for all those hits and kicks i take...

You make me so d*mn angry
i wanna tell you every time you talk...

The only thing i ever wanted was trust
your trust...

I have done it everyday as long as i can remember
it's been a part of me that I'll never be able to...

What i did was wrong
i know this...

I can remember how he hung there
above my toilet...