Kevin

I can remember how he hung there
above my toilet
not knowing why he choose that place
i wanted to tear him down
and kiss him once again
and maybe he would wake up to see me again
but that did not happen and i guess it never will

all i want now is to hear his voice again
to feel his sweet embrace and his lips upon my cheek would wake me from this pain

but that will NEVER happen and it makes me sick to think that he died with hate of me inside his brain

for what i said that night I would do anything to take back
i do not hate him
hate his drugs
hate his way of life
i loved him no matter what
that's what i should have told him
but instead i was a b*tch
and if i was him I would tell it like it is

i would give my life for him and still
every night i make my own nose
to hang where he hung his
and make a final truce

Raych