Just an Answer

God
please answer me
or are you scared
you know how much you've hurt me
i want to know why
your hate turns my heart black
i want you to be the first to know
I'm dead
dying inside
I'm so sick
twisted and mangled
i want to let go
but my memories haunt me
you'll pay
because i have already had to
i have lost everything important to me
because of You
god
just answer
it's all you have to do
i will not beat you
like you've beat me
i am not as crazy as you are....yet
if you would only give me a sign
the sign that i can move on
even though we both know i can not I'll still try

because trying is all i have left

Raych