Im not your little angel anymore mom,
I haven't been for years...

Drowning in the memories.
Caught up in the lies...

It's something I can't explain.
I can't seem to find the right words...

The rumors, they cut deep into my scarred flesh,
Like the one where you went out with me because of...

I have a perfect little picture
Inside of my twisted little mind...

I cut myself today just to see if I can feel
Because the nightmares inside are becoming way too...

I lack that self confidence that everyone needs.
I lack that belief that I can succeed...

Boy you made me smile like a fool,
Forget all of my words...

All of it's an act,
It's really just a show...

I'm sorry I acted so rude,
I never meant to be so cruel...

Maybe if I was skinnier you would have chose me
Well I guess I'll starve myself to see how thin I...

The darkness has begun to take control,
It has finally just swallowed me whole...