The nights get longer,
When the air gets colder,
The way his touch has no warmth.
She knows the end is near.

The owl sits perched on his window,
Showing there's soon to be a widow.
Chills run through his body
Knowing that nobody
Will come to his aid
As his debts are not paid
And for the owl, now on his shoulder.

Losing my mind,
without you beside me.
Not knowing who to trust
only knowing that, ur there.
but your not.
your not beside me
so i'm lost.
forever.

Every day i help to take away my friends pain and secrets, keeping them deeply hidden in my heart, never telling a soul, but my heart is getting way to full...

Every week i get injured, just so i can say im hurting so i have a reason to take medication. But every time, i take one, two, three more than necessary just hoping that it will make me fall into a sleep ill never get out of.

Why does the past, always come back to haunt? why now, just when i start feeling okay again? please lord, just tell me why.

Passed the point of no return,
passed the point of cutting,
now im left here to burn
in my own living hell.

Why can't everone let me go? why? all everyone is doing is just making it harder for me to let go... to end.

Why can't you see?
That your still apart of me
Through the smiles
and the laughs
Why can't you sense my tears?
You know all my fears.
I just don't understand.
Why are you not holding my hand?

I miss you!
I Love you!
I hate you!
I hurt you!
I save you!
I bite you!
I kill you!
but you killed me first.