I cant take this pain anymore.
the nightmares have become unbearable.
even with you out of my life.
i cannot get rid of that night.
i cant get rid of the hurt
someone, please. have mercy and shoot me

Your lying to me, i know you are. please, stop making me guess. dont leave me standing in the rain. im so sick already.

I cant take your endless whining.
why am i still with you?
your always doubting what i say.
how am i supposed to live this way?
every day, your the reason i die a lil.

Im sorry im not stronger.
im sorry i couldnt last longer.
im sorry im weak.
im sorry ive reached the peak.
im sorry that i hurt so much.
im sorry for using you as a crutch.
im sorry for everything.
and now, i can hear angels sing.

Does anyone have a gun i can borrow?
i promise you can have it back,
after i pull the trigger

Im sorry for all the hurt ive caused,
but now my life is paused.
I can't keep living like this,
so now its time for the blades last kiss.
It dances across my throat
like that of a boat
across the lake.
No longer do i have to fake.

Fire:
The ashes are the past,
blown away by time.
The wood is the present,
slowly burning away.
The fire is the drive in your heart
For a fresh start.

Losing my mind,
without you beside me.
Not knowing who to trust
only knowing that, ur there.
but your not.
your not beside me
so i'm lost.
forever.

Every day i help to take away my friends pain and secrets, keeping them deeply hidden in my heart, never telling a soul, but my heart is getting way to full...

Every week i get injured, just so i can say im hurting so i have a reason to take medication. But every time, i take one, two, three more than necessary just hoping that it will make me fall into a sleep ill never get out of.