Another blow prieces my soul as another through ripped through my heart, and I wonder where I should go

Unsure Blossoms Tale:I was fearful 2 go slow
make U feel like there was nothin 4 U in our relationship
On my opposite fist
palm
I was afriad 2 go 2 fast
scare U away
tear forms as I relive it in my mind
replayin it
tryin 2 explain it 4 myself

I'm gonna say to him one of these days, "Tell me when you fall in love, because I just want you to be happy more then anything, I'm sorry I never could make you happy!"

HOW CAN I RUN AWAY FROM SOMETHING THAT FELT SO RIGHT!!!
at least that's what I tell myself

THIS HURT IS TOO MUCH FOR ME!!!

MY HEART IS SHATTERED!!
hOW CAN i EVER PICK UP THIS MANY PIECES!!!
hOW CAN i EVER FIX DAMAGE WHEN IT HURTS THIS MUCH TO BREATH WITHOUT HIM

You don't blame me but I blame myself

Be hold I have a heart, have you noticed that and the new crack or the extended ct that recently deepen and the most recent wounds daily scatches

Sometimes you disappoint me but other times you improve me

I don't want you to make me cry and I don't like to wonder what's in your mind. If you're swaying from being my friend if you think being by my side is something that should end