It's killing me, it's killing me

Sometimes when you care about someone so much every little thing they do drives a stake through you!

Feb 26/12
Her bad is mighty,
but her good is altermet

Feb 26/12
Could you feel my heart as it raced
Your arms around my waist

Feb 26/12
There was once a time when our life was full of grace
But you stood up and through it all away
I wish you missed it a trace

Feb. 26/12
I look at your photograph everyday
Memories haunt me every which way

U said u were sorry but u never new what is really alway's bothering me
More of the sense that youre never returning dodged the stopsign and was crushing me
It wasn't your fault
It's just the reality of losing you that's bothering me

Stinking in

Cant control doom gates that r set infront of me
Holdin back tears
Hiddin undominatine pain
At times the dame breaks
Im 2 built it backup in seconds
Its choiceless
At times the gates r open
At times closed
I dont always have strength 2 master it

I cant help how much losing u hurts me.

Just want u 2 give another try
Tired of failing at being fearless
With u I held back 4 the 1st time when usually I flow slowly willingly
Please let us try 1 more time
Please tell me u love me 2 & u miss me 2
I need another chance with u
I love u