I am drowning again, and I am not sure I can pull myself out this time.

“INDUSTRY BABY” by Lil Nas X featuring Jack Harlow is the latest hype song. On repeat.

“Happy Loner” by Marina.

Tonight is one of the rough ones, where memories of old conversations and unspoken words chew me up and spit me out like a sobbing fool.

“Wherever I Go” by OneRepublic on repeat in my head.

“I’m so sick of myself / rather be, rather be / anyone, anyone else” - jealousy, jealousy by Olivia Rodrigo.

Just scored Halsey tickets and I cannot begin to explain how excited I am.

Can’t get “Change My Mind” by Carly Rose out of my head.

“Crowded Room” by Selena Gomez featuring 6lack on repeat.

“Please don’t ever become a stranger whose laugh I could recognize anywhere” - New Year’s Day by Taylor Swift.