I'm lonelier than ever..
And all I can feel is .. Nothing...

For every story an end .. happily after or just...
That's the movies and fairytales , not the real...

Happiness is just not meant for some of us .. it's...
whenever we get it it means that a huge and...

I'm wandering ..
I'm lost and trying to find my way...

I wish I can scream so loud..
Can rip off this skin...

He's in my side again ..
Yet , I still feel him distant...

I close my eyes and listen to the sounds around me...
It’s so quiet...

I open a new page...
Hold the pen...

Let go of my hand .. i can barley feel you anymore
Let me fall of the cleft...

I can see her straggling
I can feel her suffering...

Floundering and lonely soul
Losing control...

Today is the 29 of June...
I'm having another episode...