Plz rip out my heart
Turn me to stone...

Pain eats at my heart
With every thought becoming a confusing one...

I sit here and wonder why i hesitate ?
Why when i have everything i have wanted offerd to...

I wonder what it is you see?
How is it you see the beauty inside of me...

So cold without his touch
so lost without his words...

Bitter lies
Pain filled tears I cry...

June 30 2013
Entry three...

I sit here staring at the paper
wondering what to write...

The warmth and love I felt from u
I now feel it slipping away...

Im new at this thing they call "love"
I don't know how to tell u all of how I feel...

Save me
Take the pain away...

Your here again...begging for my heart...so...