Everyday is a battle
A fight till the finish...

My world becoming grey
the colors turned astray...

I numb the pain
Before I go insane...

Thoughts race in my head
Everything that was done and said...

He sees them crawl out of the shadows
Their jaws snapping...

Your bitter and rage filled words
Sting deep...

You said i was a mistake
that everything was fake...

I cant be perfect anymore
i cant be the cruch you lean on...

June 27th 2013
Entry one...

No one knows this side of me
With all my insecuritys...

I try so hard to fight for you
But I lost...

Im beginning to see the truth
that there really is no me and you...