I try not to open my eyes,
Because the thought of everything is too hard to...
These scars run so deep, that...
I'm afraid no other man will ever be able to...
It's the simplest activities in life,
That are somehow becoming much more complicated...
Nowadays,
My heart grieves in waves...
Underneath,
The wrinkles of my skin...
Even if the heavens,
Where to replace all of the falling stars...
How can I grow from a wounded past,
To better myself in this reality...
Dear Me,
Please take into consideration...
My eyes may sleep,
But it's a troubled soul...
I must forewarn you,
For the words you are about to read...
You are the shimmering stardust,
That hangs upon my hearts hopeful strings...
I've secluded myself.
Bedridden for almost two years...