Where to start is not quite clear
so many things locked up in here...

There is Nothing I can say and nothing I can do
To clearly convey the way I feel for you...

You promised me I would forever be the only one...
You gave me your word, your oath, your bond...

We are taught from birth to reach for the stars,
No dream beyond reach no illusion too far...

I will be strong
I will not cry...

I'll think of you as I have for years
You're just hanging on the beach and drinking...

In this malefic web entwined
former presence obscured from mind...

Listen closely , be concerned
as I speak from experience...

You're a joke!
Everything you say you hate is exactly what you...

Love is not what love should be
It costs so much yet should be free...

Never ending constant thoughts
of things once wished for but never got...

Analyze, organize, prioritize
The who's the when's the why's...