Trudgery drudgery grudgery
Thoughts of you provoke in me...

The highs not high for the low is too low
The chemical release no longer softens the blow...

Where to start is not quite clear
so many things locked up in here...

You're a joke!
Everything you say you hate is exactly what you...

Listen closely , be concerned
as I speak from experience...

I'll think of you as I have for years
You're just hanging on the beach and drinking...

You promised me I would forever be the only one...
You gave me your word, your oath, your bond...

There is Nothing I can say and nothing I can do
To clearly convey the way I feel for you...

In this malefic web entwined
former presence obscured from mind...

Love is not what love should be
It costs so much yet should be free...

People mere possessions, friendships-folly, fake
don't know how much more of this bullshit I can...

I thought it was love
but it wasn't real...