I miss you, altho I know you're not dead.
Pictures of your disability are stuck in my head...

My dad was an enabler.
Always trying to follow rules but not realizing he...

I have lied to myself so much that I started...
The lies have helped me cope...

*sigh*
Which emotion is best...

Growing up she could barely look people in the eye
Afraid they'd see how she really felt inside...

It seems like a endless cycle.
Up and down. Smile and frown...

I hope tomorrow is better than today.
My faith meter is lower than it's been in a few...

I've been alone a lot lately. Physically alone...

As I sit here waiting for the meds to kick in
I'm thinking about what I need to do today...

There is always something evil lurking around my...
Everyone can sense it. Screams are constantly...

I've never felt so defeated before
From what I remember that is. (lol...

A few days ago I thought I was going to die.
Come to realize it - I was dying to my darkest...