When you realize you dont matter to someone
you begin to wonder if you matter to anyone...

I don't understand what you want from me
Cause I don't know
If I can trust you...

In a crowd of a million...I feel so alone

**this is from a friend of mine..and i really like it

You can call me a failure, you can call me a fake, but how can i win, if i was just a mistake?

Expect me to apologize
For things that you've done wrong
While you're inciting others
You own up to nothing
And I wish that I was gone
Because you're not going anywhere-

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

I'm sorry I can't be,
Everything you want.
Can't you see it's hard enough,
Just admitting this is me.

I'm sorry that I cry all night,
I'm sorry I always worry.
I'm sorry I don't smile
Can't you see I'm sorry.

I've got it all, but I feel so deprived..
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside...

It's killing me Inside,
Now I dread each day
Knowing that I cant be saved
From the loneliness
I dont know what to do
Not sure that Ill pull through

Its just one of those days when you dont want to wake up...