I'm never gonna be good enough for you...
I can't pretend that I'm alright..

You don't know how much you love someone until they're gone.
Then you regret not telling them you how much you really loved them.

Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm falling apart, now I feel it

I hate going through this pain.
And I know its going to happen again.

Feeling so empty
no emotions to share
no real friends
to show how they care
struggling through life
to be someone else
no true feelings
to ever be felt

trying to feel wanted
through watering eyes
smiling through tears

i didnt write this

In a crowd of a million...I feel so alone

**this is from a friend of mine..and i really like it

You can call me a failure, you can call me a fake, but how can i win, if i was just a mistake?

Expect me to apologize
For things that you've done wrong
While you're inciting others
You own up to nothing
And I wish that I was gone
Because you're not going anywhere-

Do you know, that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away
So can you come and make them disappear
Make them disappear and we can stay

I'm sorry I can't be,
Everything you want.
Can't you see it's hard enough,
Just admitting this is me.

I'm sorry that I cry all night,
I'm sorry I always worry.
I'm sorry I don't smile
Can't you see I'm sorry.