The stars would all stop shining and my smile...
Sunny days would seem less brilliant, just knowing...

Seeking to have things the way they once were.
Fighting this truth that I just can't endure...

For a moment I thought that the timing was finally...
For a moment I brought back all those good...

I use to look forward to starting each day.
I'd swell with joy whenever my crush looked my...

Cigarettes and ashes that smoldered like our...
Another one I've put out too soon...

Lunch at "Island's", on our first date.
Liking you more, for saying you'd wait...

Familiar scents of coconut shampoo and old car...
Another night alone in my moonlit bedroom, waiting...

Hidden looks of longing, and secret rendevous...
All a part of the pain, it took to be with you...

Dripping down my face, these tears start my fall.
The trance that comes along will numb the pain of...

-The passion in your eyes; the things you used to...
-Futures that have no room for our past will make...

Friends again, but where will it take us this...
Wondering if I can distance myself from our past...

Crushes ~ friends ~ friends-with-benefits...
(D.) (10-01-03) (12:55am...