Watch me as I slowly fall apart.
I've built this mighty life around me, but without...

Nothing in this room resembles you anymore.
Anything remnant of you has been put away, or...

I've killed the obsession. It burned out. It's...
Then why are you still here...

Crushes ~ friends ~ friends-with-benefits...
(D.) (10-01-03) (12:55am...

Friends again, but where will it take us this...
Wondering if I can distance myself from our past...

-The passion in your eyes; the things you used to...
-Futures that have no room for our past will make...

Dripping down my face, these tears start my fall.
The trance that comes along will numb the pain of...

Hidden looks of longing, and secret rendevous...
All a part of the pain, it took to be with you...

Familiar scents of coconut shampoo and old car...
Another night alone in my moonlit bedroom, waiting...

Lunch at "Island's", on our first date.
Liking you more, for saying you'd wait...

Cigarettes and ashes that smoldered like our...
Another one I've put out too soon...

Seeking to have things the way they once were.
Fighting this truth that I just can't endure...