I didnt know love could hurt so bad
you left me and your all i had

Some times im low
some times i feel like letting go
i feel like giving up
its all i got

Behind this broken smile
lies a girl with a broken dream
words brought her down
now nothings as it seems

Death is my new best friend
it will bring me everything i want
it will bring me to the end

I will walk away with my pride
And forever be your beauticul suicide.....

Sometimes i wish god would take me away
Sometimes i wish the reaper would find me today

Tonight i cry for a beautiful suicide

~*i'm writing the story of my life every day....and today i am wrighting the last page*~

I touch a burning candle i can still feel the pain
cut me with a knife and its all the same
you can't tell me the pain that i feel
truly isnt real
my heart will still beat
but love it will never meet

Here hold my gun.....i think ill wait another day