I have perfected the art
Of my fake smile...
Scared of planes,
Scared of heights...
And all she wants to do,
Is curl up into a ball...
Standing here at the edge of my knife,
Wondering whether this is my life...
Burning and burning
Fading slowly to the end...
I see a girl, hiding on the floor
I see an innocent look in her eyes...
They tell me to push them away
But I don’t know if I can...
I feel so sick of myself
Each time I look in the mirror...
Raindrops on my window,
Heart sinking fast...
All I want is to stop this cold,
That makes me feel so alive...
Why won't you tell me what you feel?
Why do I have to hear of anything not from you...
I come here,
To feel at peace...