God whats going on?
we were just starting to talk...

Dream what you want
hope what you please...

Shivering silently
watching it obsessively...

You were everything to me.
you made me feel so real...

Have you ever been groped so much that you cried?
have you ever felt like your whole heart has died...

I sit there crying...
i know it will never leave...

I love you so much
and I'm scared of being alone...

I START TO CRY.
I SUCK IT UP. TELLING MYSELF TO STOP...

I trusted you.
i was told you would set me free, guide me, show...

SWAYING SIDE TO SIDE.
BEHIND THE DOOR I WILL HIDE...

My heart beat gets fewer.
my body becomes too weak...

You control everything about me.
And now I can'tt remember who I am...