YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
HOW ADDICTING...

You were everything to me.
you made me feel so real...

I push the razor into my skin.
it sinks into me with very little pain...

I love you so much
and I'm scared of being alone...

You...
your car smells funny...

Shivering silently
watching it obsessively...

God whats going on?
we were just starting to talk...

I'm so tired of being here.
i want to leave this place...

Take a razor.
slice so quick...

My brain is screaming with frustration.
i don't know if what you are doing is right...

Opening up closed eyes to a beautiful world.
Getting out of bed and looking around...

SWAYING SIDE TO SIDE.
BEHIND THE DOOR I WILL HIDE...