They say the first cut is the deepest,
Indeed it is true but now I'll tell you a secret...

I've tried to hide and ignore it,
I did my best not to think about it...

I wish I could write down
All my feelings and emotions...

I've murmured so many things,
Yet you haven't heard any of them...

When you're not here
My sky turns grey...

I don't know what to do,
I don't know what to think...

I think I've only loved once in my life,
Nothing happened really...

I don't understand,
It's always the same story...

When everything just feels wrong,
When you don't know where the exit is...

If only you'd let me help you,
You'd know how much people care...

A lot of things going through my mind:
Some memories I'd rather keep behind...

You hurt me so much in the past,
I can't say that I forgave you fast...