Slowly I watch as you fade away.
Becoming a dot in the distance...
I never meant for this to happen,
but when you changed I couldn't help it...
Through this world we travel,
great journeys around every corner...
I see the looks you give me,
and I wonder what I did to cause them...
Even though she walks alone,
she has this feeling of being watched...
In this house i sit alone
as i get farther away from everyone...
Confusion controls my brain,
along with the madding thoughts of you...
When I close my eyes at night,
I see the demons before me...
The blade and the drugs take the pain away,
the pain that they cause me...
Each time she cuts herself,
she paints a picture...
My skin begins to turn black and blue,
my bones begin to crack under the pressure...
I feel for you under the pale moonlight,
With the wind whispering through my ear...