Each day when i put on my fake smile
its getting harder and harder to ignore...

I am the girl with the messed up life
i am the girl who takes comfort from a knife...

I try my best not to cry as I think of things as...
Through the good times and the hard ones, no...

Hypocritical smiles spreading lies
people separate, breaking ties...

Tears hugs and goodbyes
promises to keep our friendship...

You always ask "Why"
why would i do this...

You don't love me
at first i thought you really did...

You dont understand what i'm feeling
i'm not really happy...

I'm on the verge of braking down
im trying my best to smile...

Sometimes I feel completely invisible
you walk right by as if I'm not here...

I cut to bleed
i bleed to feel the pain...

I\'ll never forget the way you made me feel
from the day we met to our first kiss...