Every night I sit & cry,
wondering why I'd rather die...

I tried to be everything you wanted me to be.
I tried so hard, and I wanted it so badly...

It made an impact hard as steel
I thought it was just so real...

For every tear I shed another raindrop falls
My thought and words are locked away behind these...

(Before you read this, I don't want to sound like...
Just for one day try to live my life...

Why can't you understand that you are literally...
I take in more and more pain with every breath I...

A lifeless life that's not worth living
waiting for the gift that keeps on giving...